Lively - Exhausted - Dead - Reincarnated! The cycle starts again :-)

Last couple of months have been very very exhausting, may be to an extent where I can mark it as most exhausting period in recent times- in all ways – physically, mentally, emotionally and …lly(if there exists anymore stream of getting exhausted :-)

To begin with, as you might already know it was my di’s marriage towards the end of October. That almost takes care of the emotional part. Not that I am very senti type of brother/person for that matter, It’s that I do not have much interaction with anyone else in weekdays. It was only her(almost every time) who used to be awake till I reached home. As my parents would have already slept by that time, I generally have to call her to open the gate to let me in. Avoiding the door bell was a good way to not disturb the dad’s sleep. The anomaly of the circumstance is, now at times I have to call Dad to open the door. So in broader context, everyone’s asleep till I reach home, and till the time I woke up, everyone is at their workplace…I am turning into a nocturnal being I guess…….

The physical exhaustion came in due to huge load of work/pressure coming in from all directions. As I have a very old and very bad(people say so) habit of being involved in a huge number of activities at the same time, the same passed the threshold in the last month or two. Though a bit of it was due to my delaying some personal stuff since September or so, it all came down onto me at one go and drained pretty much all the energy I had in store.

The mental exhaustion came in from the chapter which got closed recently. Without going into details, let me mention it made me change my tagline to “Kshitij is Dead” at the GTalk. Though unintentional and unasked for, it also gave me one very good insight. It helped me realize how many people actually ever see your status messages and is even remotely concerned what has happened at your end. A very good insight I would say.

Anyway, the time for re-incarnation arrived and I have risen from my ashes again, with the purpose to fly out there and conquer the Horizon!

See you there! :)